I am one more mean message away from fucking erasing you from everything I own and completely dropping you. I own my mistakes. I hurt you really bad and I’ll never get over that. I am extremely stupid for throwing the best thing that happened end to me away. I lost you and it broke my heart. I live with this every second. I can tell you I’m sorry but you don’t want to hear that. I tell you the truth and you won’t believe it. What the fuck do you want from me? I am trying to evolve and be better to everyone in my life for the rest of my life because I don’t ever want to cause anyone else this pain. That in turn will make me happier too.
Stop trying to drag me down because I don’t need that. It takes me back to the reason I have scars on my arm. I don’t want to be that person anymore.
So next time you decided to do this shit I will completely push you out of my life. I toy breaking point and I am so done with being fucking yelled at. I GOT IT. OKAY.